Thank you so much for your writing, Sufyan. Despite my 5.30 am morning routine, I have been lately struggling with productivity. The reason is exactly this; 'I'm afraid of what I truly need to do'.

No matter how small of a task is, it can become a giant through procrastination. That's why I have also started to apply a method of jumping in the cold water. I just force myself to concentrate on a small task at a time (30-50 mins) until I finish it.